I saw Transcription of Organ Music (name taken from a title of an Allen Ginsberg poem) at CALH and I liked them/him a lot. It gave me 'that feeling'.
If you like it you should buy the album on their bandcamp. Or just download it for free. But the guy seemed pretty chill so you should buy it for some amount. I bought it for $5.00, felt pretty good about it because that's $6 something NZ dollarz.
It might make your life seem less bleak, or at least provide a nice soundtrack to go with that bleakness.